Rock slide, brick wall….you name it I hit it! @#$% Re-routing and movin’ on….
My journey has barely started and I fear I’m lost already!
So many things to do, rules to follow and time to manage. You would think these are all things that wouldn’t and shouldn’t cause a bump in the road but they have been major potholes for me!
I am definitely beginning to see how the path my life has taken, up until now, has been such an arduous trip thus far. Flying by the seat of one’s pants isn’t the best mode of travel I am learning all too well!
As I study the road maps that have been provided through Master Key, I know I must make major alterations in my route for my destination to end where I want it to.
Even though it’s been tough, and many days, down right overwhelming I’m determined to trudge through the road blocks and detours to change the road I’m on to end up on the road I’m meant to take.
I know there will be several side trips and, unfortunately, breakdowns but I have faith that I will reach my goal. “Progress is impossible without change and those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything.” – George Bernard Shaw
So…here I sit with NO idea of what I am doing, where I am going or how I am to get there! What the….???
Alas, trusting in those who have gone before me, I painstakingly attempt to prepare for the travels along the way (this blog is my trip to Walmart…ugh)!!! As I pack my bags….or rather….begin to UNpack baggage from my journey up to this point, I vacillate between fear of leaving the “comfort zone” (which as we all know is never that great…only familiar) and immense anticipation of the beautiful destination I am told lies ahead. I believe, I believe, I believe…..
“Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.” – Helen Keller.
Am I TERRIFIED of the adventure? Absolutely! But…I am MORTIFIED of the nothing!!! If I never take that leap of faith to better my future, my life and map out the road less traveled for my loved ones to follow…WHO will? If I don’t care enough to make a change, WHY would anyone else?
Batten down the hatches and buckle up, boys….it’s gonna be a LONG, bumpy ride….AND AWAY WE GO!